This past week I went to Turkey, because ever so occasionally I do something social that isn't music related (not often mind). Whilst in Turkey I enjoyed reading three books, Gone Girl (excellent - really recommend), The Fault In Our Stars (re-read it for the fifth time and cried on the beach) and finally, the autobiography of Steven Morrissey.
My first attempt at reading this was cut short. It was the first book I tried to read, yet the first two lines, 'My childhood is streets upon streets upon streets. Streets to define you and streets to confine you', indicated that this wouldn't exactly be an easy read. Morrissey is obviously a very poetic man, as we all know through his classic Smiths songs, which meant that he struggled to write about his childhood in any simple sentences. Every sentence had two or three meanings which takes time for me to get my head around. So I put it away, read a book about a psychotic fictional woman, and then picked it up again for round two.
I was afraid that reading it would really put me off Morrissey. I have made the mistake in my head of ignoring anything anyone has ever said about him being a completely miserable arse, and have imagined a fictional Morrissey that smiles at fans and whips Gladioli around his head 24/7, however obviously this is not true. In truth, Morrissey's outlook on life seems to be that everyone and everything is out to get him. If anything, it's horrible to read about a musical idol who suffers so much inside, so much so that he spent his teenage years either waiting for something exciting to happen or to just die.
This book also gave me the impression that Johnny Marr was the lifeblood of The Smiths. Johnny came to Morrissey, Johnny brought in Andy and Mike, and convinced them to come back when they didn't want to be in the band anymore. It was through Johnny's 'man about town' persona that got them in touch with people, got them playing gigs. I believe this book also didn't give enough insight onto the break up of the smiths, with Morrissey reporting that they broke up without any screaming and fighting, but later on having Johnny asking Morrissey wether he did have any idea how the rest of the band felt in those last days. If this book did anything for me, it made me desperate for a Johnny Marr autobiography, to piece together the real emotions of the band as they went through their fame.
Finally, one of the later sections of the book goes into great, great detail about The Smiths famous legal battle over royalty payments, which I do believe Andy Rourke won and got his money. Morrissey uses his book as a platform to tell the public about the court case in, quite honestly, too much detail! Page after page of how Rourke had no evidence to his name, and everyone else wanted to gang up on him. The case is put across to the reader as if it is all completely unjust and that the judge just wanted Rourke to win, however I find myself doubting the complete truth in this. The english justice system may be unfair at times but I highly doubt a judge would award a man £1 million after presenting as little evidence as Morrissey made out.
It may not seem as though I did, but I really enjoyed reading this book! This blog has turned out to be less of a review and more of a 'what I thought was wrong with it', but for some reason I'm struggling to pick out particularly good points. However, overall I enjoyed reading it, and really hope we'll be seeing a Marr autobiography soon.
Final note: I appreciate that by removing chapters in the book, Morrissey was breaking free from literary boundaries or whatever, but it feels like he's rebelling against something just because he can. Books have chapters for a reason and I don't really want to give up ease of reading in order to stand up against every writer ever for the past 300 years....